i’m so sad and sick of having epilepsy. i feel like i’m a huge burden on my family. i feel embarrassed that i can’t control myself. i feel depressed because it takes over my life to the point where i’m afraid to leave the house because i may have a seizure and be all alone. i’m sick of being treated like an invalid. im so so so so sad about having epilepsy.
ugh this morning i had a seizure i think??? it was so weird because i was all alone so i really have no idea if i actually seized or not??? and i was supposed to turn my artwork in today. fuck. but my professor when i emailed him was like “that’s totally fine! just drop it by tomorrow if you can. hope you feel better!” he’s great.
Stage Door after The Sweetest Swing In Baseball - 27th April 2004.
can someone 3D printer me a red pen. i need one i’m trying to draw lips.
i had to do a master study of hands and boom